Later, I am still unemployed. - -" So, I have the idea to put my Resume on the recruitment website! I think, it's the easiest way to contact with the company. If anyone interest in me, he will call me for the interview. The problem is the insurance companies call me the whole day!!!!! What's the hack!!!

The first person called me, offering in a exclusive manager position. I think , it's impossible. I haven't worked for 5 years. I rejected him. 10 minutes later, the second called me, she's from the same company with the first. She spoke ,as she cannot remember the script. I rejected her. 5 minutes later, the new one from other insurance company called me. In one day, I got 13 callings from the insurance companies in the same position.

I checked it on the google, the insurance companies use the strategy by calling to offer a senior position. The insurance consultant must find cellphone number from the resume list on the internet. Consultants shall bait innocent people to be a consultant by finding 50,000 baht for insurance. After that they can find other one for working. It's like a network system more than selling a insurance. For example; I pay 50,000 baht for doing the insurance, I get the network approved, I can find anyone to be a consultant. I got 300 baht/each. When my consultants sell the insurance , I got 5%, getting a new member, I got 300 baht. I can be a exclusive manager if I can sell or get money from money over 100,000-200,000 baht a month.

It looks like a good job. In the real world, it's not easy. How many people wanna sell/buy the insurance? If I cannot sell the insurance or cannot find a member, I cannot get money. I want to work with the company which I can get the salary base more.

Rainy season comes back ,again while my mature metal looks fragile....


I feel sad everyday, I  hide my sadness face under the rain. Rain makes miracle in the world, it effects to me as a trigger which shot to my heart. I saw my dead body drop to the floor under the black rain. My eyes opened, a tear spite out form my eyes. It's so charmed...
My body doesn't feel anything, I don't wanna eat, don' wanna sleep....My ears hear "  Salom " song ( Israel Children song ) from the raining voice.....


After the string raining, the sun comes out. My dead body touches with heat of  the sun. My eyes get a shining of it. The mirage of  Inca, the sun is god,. The big Inca pyramid is in front of me. There, I see my dead body..The warm shining makes my body dry..I don't know what 's  happened? I feel my body moves up and my hands raising. I reincarnate under the sun......My body in a white outfit  is flying on the air... The sky is  a big lake....I am happy , oh, I am happy! I wanna smile but my tear drops down from the air....


Downstair, my dead body is there!! it's still under the rain...